MR NG's WIFEY <3

2009-06-22T12:58:00.000+08:00

Happiness Is What I Need .

2009-06-16T23:15:00.002+08:00

I'm really glad & happy with my life right now though it's hard for me to find job due to bad economic that we are facing right now . Have not been updating my blog as hubby's laptop occurred some problem .

Hubby is having his lion dance training . Didn't accompany him down as mum wants me to come back home to stay cause mum having her off days tomorrow and she's gonna cook ! (:

For the past few days , hubby have been accompany me to my god-ma's for some mahjong session . I won a total of $18.00 yesterday ! (: *yeah*

Going over to play tonight but not really sure what time as Fang not sure what time she will be coming back AMK . I'm getting FATTER ! ): I'm gonna be on my diet already .

posting till here as i'm waiting for hubby to come over my place ! (: *nights*

MY LIFE`

2009-06-03T16:31:00.002+08:00

First of all , i got to say that someone out there are interrupting my life . Why can't this type of people just mind their own life ? *CHILDISH*

After staying at hubby's house , now back to my own house for dinner of my mum's cook really feels great about it !(:

Going for mahjong session with MaMa , AhFang & Her cousin at their house . Hubby now at my house so damn shy like that lor . *laughs*

TAI -TAI LIFE

2009-05-28T01:39:00.002+08:00

Supposed to left 6days before i leftef the company . But i already lefted the day before yesterday . Was so angry with him that i took my bag & lefted the shop before the end of the day . We quarrelled ? Yes we did . But thanks to Melvin as he's like our translator . *LAUGH*

Some credits to him too . Thanks MEL ! (:

Yup . He aready knows that Mel knows about our stuffs already . So somehow , i got someone to turn to finally if we quarrel . Haha .

Met Hubby at Kovan . Before that , i saw a ring at one of the jewellery shop at Amk Hub(forget the store name) I damn in love with it la . But it's cost a bomb ! =x It's costs about $1300plus !! Hubby wanted to buy that for me but it's really too expenesive already . So i told Hubby that i will still go see for a cheaper one . After meeting with Hubby , cabbed down to town to meet my Wai-yu(Jileen) , MeiMei & HuiZhen . They are really Shopping Queen sia . Brought so much of stuffs as they are preparing for their friend's upcoming wedding . Went to Charles & Keith with them & brought a bag for $29.90 . I quite like the bag but meimei say very aunty ! ):

Around 9plus , HuiZhen's boyfriend came to fetch us one by one home . We waited for about half an hour to 45min for her boyfriend's arrival cause he said everywhere are having traffic jams . Reached how around 11pm & had my dinner . Hopefully i will have more outing with the girls ba ! (: It's quite enjoying going out with them .

ROTTING !

2009-05-23T11:43:00.002+08:00

8 more days , I'm gonna be JOBLESS ! ):

Thanks for Shawn for not allowinmg me to take back my resignation .

Bryan have left the company yesterday .

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Let the pictures do all the talking .

2009-03-08T11:44:00.006+08:00

TAMPINES OUTLET .

Caught skiving during work .

(Melvin , how you do in charge huhs ? you also skive ! no wonder all follow you skive lah ! I think i can in charge better then you in future !*KIDDING*)

The ONGs Brothers(our company well kept "monkeys")

Bryan Ong Jian Song

Richard Ong Jian Bo

They are twins actually . 3minutes different .

If you got the chance to see the whole company working together , you will see GENUINE MOBLIE turn upside down man ! they can be crazy when they are but serious if they want to too . With them all around , you won't feel bored in work but time passed damn farking fast .

Sorry , sort of Patrick's , Melvin's & Shawn's Photo . Will try to get it ASAP then it'll become whole company's photo .

Now , none other then ME , MYSELF & I .

(the only lady in this company )

Smile ! :D

This is the picture that i took when i went to resort after work with LongBiao & his friends to celebrate his farewell to Thailand . I like this photo but my photography standard is bad as you can see the toliet bowl . *laughs*

2009-03-06T15:38:00.000+08:00

BORED .

2009-03-05T14:35:00.004+08:00

Working right now but there's no customers ! =x

So boring , tired && sleepy man ! Just sold a CHINA PHONE & that's all . He still sleeping man ! HAised ! damn PIG lahs . Hmms , This few days Ling have been texting me while she's in Malaysia talking about her past stories working in Genuine Mobile . Hmms , She's coming back in April i think .

Tonight i'm gonna meet AhGuan in his shop . I don't know why i wanted to meet him out of the sudden sia . I know i should let him go once & for all for good . But why am i still hanging on to something that don't really belong to me ?! It's COMPLICATED . That's what i can say .

Yesterday finished work at about 9plus to 10pm . Took train with them all home . When i reached Amk , i called AhWei & he's was at central with Long Biao so i went to meet them up to have my dinner . After my dinner , we went off our own directions towards home & Long Biao took my cell number from AhWei & text me till morning when i woke up then realised about it and replied him while he's on his way to Cantoment for reporting .

The weather is really damn freaking HOT ! I can't stand it lah ! I can't even tie my hair ! :(

Guys , you odd to treasure your girl that you are having before she turns her back from you and bid you goodbye . That's the day you will realised the advantage of having her but it will be too late if she's not gonna forgive you .

SAWATIKUP

2009-03-04T11:25:00.003+08:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QmwPaX9dGak
นับจากวันนั้น วันที่เธอทิ้ง
nap jaak wan nan wan tee ter ting
From that day, the day you left.
ฉันต้องยอมรับความจริง แม้ว่ามันไม่ง่ายเลย
chan dtong yom rap kwaam jing mae waa man mai ngaai loie
I had to admit the truth, even though it's not easy.
นับจากวันนั้น ฉันก็เจอเค้า
nap jaak wan nan chan gor jer kao
from that day I met him.
เค้าที่คอยเช็ดน้ำตา คอยดูแลไม่ห่าง
kao tee koi chet nam dtaa koi doo lae mai haang
He kept wiping my tears, constantly looking after me, never far.
อย่าร้อง เค้าบอกกับฉันว่าอย่าร้อง
yaa rong kao bok gap chan waa yaa rong
Don't cry, he told me, don't cry.
มีเค้าทั้งคนจะคอย อยู่ข้างฉัน
mee kao tang kon ja koi yoo kaang chan
I'll have him always by my side.
และแล้วและเราทั้งสองก็ได้คบ และไปด้วยดี ทำไม
lae laew lae rao tang song gor daai kop lae bpai duay dee tam-mai
And then we'd go out together, and have a good time, why
เธอกลับมา เอาตอนนี้
ter glap maa ao dton nee
do you come back now?
คนหนึ่งเค้าช่างดีกับฉัน จะทิ้งเค้าลงยังไง
kon neung kao chaang dee gap chan ja ting kao long yang ngai
One person has been so good to me, how could I leave him?
คนหนึ่งเคยทิ้งไป แต่รักไม่เคยจางหาย
kon neung koie ting bpai dtae rak mai koie jaang haai
One person once left me, but my love never faded.
ฉันไม่ใช่เจ้าหญิงจากไหน ก็คงต้องเลือกสักทาง
chan mai chai jaao ying jaak nai gor kong dtong leuak sak taang
I'm not a princess of any place, but I have to choose a path.
ทางที่รักสามเศร้าต้องจบ
taang tee rak saam sao dtong jop
A path that must end this sad love triangle.

นับจากวันนี้ ฉันต้องเข้มแข็ง
nap jaak wan nee chan dtong kem kaeng
From that day, I had to be strong.
ระหว่างคนที่รักเรา หรือว่ารักครั้งก่อน
ra-waang kon tee rak rao reu waa rak krang gon
Between the person I love now and my previous love.
อย่าร้อง เค้าบอกกับฉันว่าอย่าร้อง
yaa rong kao bok gap chan waa yaa rong
Don't cry, he told me, don't cry.
มีเค้าทั้งคนจะคอย อยู่ข้างฉัน
mee kao tang kon ja koi yoo kaang chan
I'll have him always by my side.
และแล้วและเราทั้งสองก็ได้คบ และไปด้วยดี ทำไม
lae laew lae rao tang song gor daai kop lae bpai duay dee tam-mai
And then we'd go out together, and have a good time, why
เธอกลับมา เอาตอนนี้
ter glap maa ao dton nee
do you come back now?
คนหนึ่งเค้าช่างดีกับฉัน จะทิ้งเค้าลงยังไง
kon neung kao chaang dee gap chan ja ting kao long yang ngai
One person has been so good to me, how could I leave him?
คนหนึ่งเคยทิ้งไป แต่รักไม่เคยจางหาย
kon neung koie ting bpai dtae rak mai koie jaang haai
One person once left me, but my love never faded.
ฉันไม่ใช่เจ้าหญิงจากไหน ก็คงต้องเลือกสักทาง
chan mai chai jaao ying jaak nai gor kong dtong leuak sak taang
I'm not a princess of any place, but I have to choose a path.
ทางที่รักสามเศร้าต้องจบ
taang tee rak saam sao dtong jop
A path that must end this sad love triangle.
(Interlude)
คนหนึ่งเค้าช่างดีกับฉัน จะทิ้งเค้าลงยังไง
kon neung kao chaang dee gap chan ja ting kao long yang ngai
One person has been so good to me, how could I leave him?
คนหนึ่งเคยทิ้งไป แต่รักไม่เคยจางหาย
kon neung koie ting bpai dtae rak mai koie jaang haai
One person once left me, but my love never faded.
ฉันไม่ใช่เจ้าหญิงจากไหน ก็คงต้องเลือกสักทาง
chan mai chai jaao ying jaak nai gor kong dtong leuak sak taang
I'm not a princess of any place, but I have to choose a path.
ทางที่รักสามเศร้าต้องจบ
taang tee rak saam sao dtong jop
A path that must end this sad love triangle.

คนหนึ่งเค้าช่างดีกับฉัน จะทิ้งเค้าลงยังไง
kon neung kao chaang dee gap chan ja ting kao long yang ngai
One person has been so good to me, how could I leave him?
คนหนึ่งเคยทิ้งไป แต่รักไม่เคยจางหาย
kon neung koie ting bpai dtae rak mai koie jaang haai
One person once left me, but my love never faded.
ฉันไม่ใช่เจ้าหญิงจากไหน ก็คงต้องเลือกสักทาง
chan mai chai jaao ying jaak nai gor kong dtong leuak sak taang
I'm not a princess of any place, but I have to choose a path.
ทางที่รักสามเศร้าต้องจบ
taang tee rak saam sao dtong jop
A path that must end this sad love triangle.

This song is introduce by Melvin ! Actually i really hate Thai songs alot but it's in the past le . ever since i work woth them , i started to like Thai songs & It's infulence by them le . There's still a few more nice Thai songs that i like too . Hmms , shall update one songs by one songs next time ba .
I managed to reborn my hair on Monday cause pay come already ! It cost me $223 & i've got $750 for this month as i have advanced $100 for expenses & $150 for my F480 . F480 cost me $450 and i'm paying for 3month . Hmms , gave mum $100 for house rental & i have to buy MM95(china phone)for mum . Hmms , i have to renew my passport le ! =x
Ling textes me while she's in Malaysia . Mum's going Malaysai so i asked her to buy for my a cig casing . Hmms , I'm at work now but there's still no customer . The outlet that i'm in charge have closed yesterday as we have been complaint by those china dogs that we blocked there busniess way . WTF !
He's still sleepping ! still not here yet . Haised ! Those things that Ling told me really make me very stressed up . I not sure what to do right now . Haised ! take one baby step at a time ba .

FREE&EASY .

2009-03-02T13:44:00.002+08:00

Today i got off day . But guess what , i'm in shop using computer right now . Actually got off or not , also make no difference la . Cause i'll still be in shop during off days . *laughs

So Boring ! Go out also bored , In shop also bored . Don't know what to do . Hahas . All busy but i'm so damn free . Morning went to meet up with him as usual we did once a week to our usual place . Then went down to shop . Hmms , Pay coming ! :D

I'm still waiting for my pay arrive . I want go Fish Spa & Buy a new pumps from charles&keith at $31.90 ! Nothing special today . So it will be damn bored .

Welcome back ! :D

2009-02-26T17:24:00.003+08:00

It's really have been a REAL long time since i've touch my blog . Can't blame me guys . Cause my computer is down !(still don't have the time to repair it yet .)

Working in GENUINE MOBLIE right now with PATRICK , RICHARD , BRYAN , MELVIN & SHAWN . It's a fun & warm enviroment to work in with all this monkeys . *laughs

This few days/weeks , we will be damn busy looking for new shops & also sales . Selling phone is not that easy as you think huhs ?

I'm SINGLE now ! he have dump me for good . Hahahas . Must think the postive way you know ?! *laughs

Now i have a problem . I don't know what to blog now !

Well , i'm having a cold war with AhBee . I also don't know what am i thinking lah . Why am i blaming her for the break up . Jealous ? Angry that she's close with him ? I really don't know . He even helped her to talk eh . I know i can let him go . But why am i still feel the pain when he treat me this way ? Kept thinking our past this few days . Does it mean that i can't let him go & he's still in my heart ? It's suffering you know ? Haised ! But i know life still have to go on no matter what happen . Fairytales don't always have a good ending do they ?

FREEEEEEE!:D

2008-11-24T00:52:00.002+08:00

I'm damn happy cause i'm finally FREEE!:D

But life still will get bored after having too much fun right?!But still very happy.

After waiting for years,i finally have my freedom back to life again.Hmms,I broke up with him le.Cause he have choose friends over me&i'll let him be.

Boy,i'm gonna tell you that even you are not there anymore,i still getting on with my life&much more happy.Life still have to go on.I know.Wnjoy with your friends&when they turn their back to you,DON'T REGRET it.

Computer at home is down for the moment so i'm in LANshop now in hougang plaza while waiting for Chris&Sharon this sweet lil couple to knock off from work.Guys,i can't blog everyday now till my computer id fixed.

LALALALAS~

2008-11-03T13:20:00.002+08:00

Damn long since i have touch my blog.Hmms,another 10days to get out from GRACEHAVEN!(:
it's gonna be FREE&no one gonna be barking behind me.LOLS!
Broke off sistership with Mabel since october.sigh!i told myself that if she can't get alongwith Huang,i'm gonna be selfish like what she have taught me to do.
Another 8more days to our 2nd month le.BABY,I'm damn farking in love with you!(:
Lazy to blog le lahs.Shall stop here&update again soon.

HOMELEAVE!:D

2008-09-08T10:54:00.002+08:00

After been cut for 2months plus i quess?!this week is my first homeleave after i went back to Gracehaven.I was havinq hiqh fever at 38.9deqree!=xGosh!you know how uncomfortable am i?!On the friday niqht was helpinq to prepare stuffs for the Carnival on the 6september,i was damn mood swinq&sick man!AhMa qave me Pandadol&went to rest at the sickbay.My fever qone down but till in the noon of the Carnival,my fever qone up aqain.I did not informed the staff as i was havinq performance with some of the C block qirl(lazy to mention all the names).I tolerate till about 4plus&i couldn't take it&they brouqht me to the clinic at Seranqoon North Ave 1.Kieth,Nichloas,Millie,Mabel,HuiMin,AhWei,AhWei's qirlfriend,Christopher,Sharon,AhKen,HuiHui&AhLonq came down to the carnival to find me.Planned to qo swimminq after that but i was too sick so Aunty Prema wants my dad to come fetch me from hostel to homeleave.Did not went out on Saturday.But WeiConq came to meet me at my house downstairs.Have a chat&he went off to boat quay.It was Martin birthday on Saturday.But i did not helped him to celebrate as he went out with his friends&brothers.He drank alot&we did not managed to meet up once aqain.Quite disappointed man!):

Yesterday,XiaoZu put me aeroplane!Argggh!say wanna to meet at AMKHUB.In the end waited for him for about 3hours&he did not turn up.So KokMenq came down instead.Chit-chat&arcarde qames&accompany him to eat.Went off to Compass to meet Sharon,AhKen,AhLonq,HuiHui&Banana.Went off at about 9pm with Sharon&AhKen.They drop me off at Sharon's house that bus-stop&took 165 home.On the way in the bus,i saw Laosu&ZhenXi!I was shocked to see ZhenXi man!So does he.Accompany him to wait for LaoSu but he took too lonq le.So we went off ourself.

Planned to qo qym then swimminq.Everyone woke up already but Sharon still in her wonderland.Soi quess,we not qonna be qoinq anymore.But still,i meetinq them at compass.Joker cominq down too.Hmms,he asked me for patch yesterday but i indirectly rejected him&qivinq excuse as i'm havinq my N level.

Shall bloq till here as i'm in the hurry to qo out!:D

我学会了放手!

2008-08-31T10:16:00.002+08:00

After so lonq,i manaqe to at least qot myself a TIME-OFF from them(manaqement).Guess they qav me cause they are testinq me whether i'll run aqain?!*LAUGHS*
I don't blame them for that cause they allowed me to qo back to school after they have breach me but i broke their trust man!Because i made a FOOLISH decision&that is because of him(ahquan),i potenq been cauqht&ran away another time for 5days.Call me a FOOL of LOVE also can ba i quess.Hmms,i've learn my mistake&i will not make the same mistake ever aqain.i don't want to be a fool anymore.Another time i abscond,you quys odd to say qoodbye to me&Chanqi women's prison shall be waitinq for me.But i'm not that stupid to take my 75days to exchanqe for another 3years.I WANT NOW IS MY FREEDOM.I don't want to waste my chance one after another.Takinq my N LEVEL in 1day time but i'm not metally prepared&no confident yet.HAISED!quess,i'm qonna fluck them bahs.I MISS SCHOOL LIFE!):
Shall update the next time round as i'm rushinq of time to AMK HUB to meet my Beloved Brother AHWEI,MEINU&AHWEI'S girlfriend&maybe ALan?!hmms.I promised i'll be back?!(;

2008-06-09T02:22:00.002+08:00

Broken up with Ahkau yesterday&everythinq ended.Waitinq for Guan riqht now.But,will it be possible?!I have no confidence at all.Heard that he's married.But,now i don't know whether they are still toqether anot.How should i ask him?!Hmms.If that the case&It's true,i think i shall qive up waitinq for him&start anew with my life.Leavinq on the fence don't know what to do riqht now.Shall walk a step&look one step bahs.

Woke up at about 3plus&Rottinq at home.Saw Guan's msq when i was awake.Replied him back&he called me back.Kau told him that we had ended&Blahblah.Don't wish to elaborate more on it.Was supposed to qo down to tattoo shop to find Guan.But he told me that Kau qoinq down asked me not to qo down today.But qo down tomorrow.Went out at about 6plus 7pm to meet Rykel at Sembawanq mrt station with his ex-boyfriend(Kelly).Went to have dinner with them&have a chit chat with her.Now,play,drink&smoke at Rykel's house with Kelly&a new friend Elieen.Msq-ed Guan but he did not reply me.Suddenly he's so cold towards him.Boy,if you don't love me or what,please say.Let me know&i'll qo away&not exist in your life anymore.I love you.Yes i do.But do you truly love me?!I don't mind if you have a wife in the past or whatever.What i'm lookinq forward is our future&present.

2008-06-08T02:05:00.002+08:00

Did not sleep the whole niqht yesterday as i was keepinq myself awake to wait for the first bus to DARDAR's house.Dad came home with my brother after work in the morninq with JiaLi&brouqht back 2packet of lasilamak.Was so hunqry&had a packet with a cup of coffee.Went out at 6am in the morninq.Had stinqray for dinner with DARDAR&his friends at 684.saw Botak&Henry there but not at the same time lahs.Slack,Smoke&eat.After that went home at about 11plus.Called Guan but his phone was swtiched off.So i never qo bother him anymore.Hmms.Went over to DARDAR's house&reached there about 6.55am.Had my trip to LaLaLand with DARDAR.Had a lil tiff with him before we qo to sleep&He went out of his room to sleep in the livinq room.Gave in to him&asked him to come in to sleep.Slept till 2plus,Guan called DARDAR to asked him qo over to the tattoo shop as he wanted to put new tattoo on his leq.Went over with DARDAR.Slack&Talk cock awhile&It's was just the 3of us there.Had Beef Rice.DARDAR&Guan said that i've put on weiqht le.After i played Esctasy,i don't have the appitette to eat but after many days without touchinq it,i keep eatinq alot.Chatted with Guan when DARDAR was not around.About 5plus,AhPeng came down also.The 4 of us sat at the table Talkinq all the way&watch a disqusinq video from Penq's cell.Went back to DARDAR's house at 6plus.Took my stuffs&top-up ezlink card&headed back to Brother's house to collect all my stuffs home.Asked Dad to pick me up there as it's really alot of clothes.Waited for dad till about 11pm&to his workplace then fetch me home.Feelinq sleepy&sticky as i have not had my shower yet.Waitinq for DARDAR to msq me.Wonder will he msq me anot.Hmms.

2008-06-07T00:25:00.003+08:00

Walkinq down an empty stairs in my life.

Complicated is what i could describle everythinq that i'm doinq riqht now.

This past few days was really really a tired one&i was too lazy to bloq.Cause i have been run around were my friends.I'm jobless riqht now!):Jobs are really hard to find when i'm in this situation&many thinqs have been happeninq around me.

Hopinq that he will be back to my side.But will he?!Thouqh i'm with Ahkau now,but recently,i have realised that maybe is just a crush towards him riqht now after Guan's appeared in my life aqain.He told me that he have his own reason to break up&after he have done what he have to,he will come back to me.But will he?!Even if he's cominq back,what am i qonna do with AhKau?!Haised!=x

Did nothinq much this few days as i only keep DARDAR company.Not really in the mood to bloq riqht now.So i have to stop here.

2008-05-24T23:01:00.003+08:00

FuJi&My story have ended up on the 19May2008.Haised!I don't know the reason why as he's the one who asked for a break up.I'm damn sad about it&i don't know what to do also.Don't wish to elaborate much on it lah.Went to work the next day with a heart lonqinq for him&a mind full of his imaqe flowinq.It was hurt as i was not able to control my tears when i was on the phone with brother.After work went off to have dinner with AhBoy&Boss.Went home after that to rest.

21May2008 was Brother's birthday.I did not help him to celebrate as he never asked me out.So i went off after work&headed to WuLinq's shop to touch up my tattoo.Met Melvin there too.Had my dinner&it was Melvin's treat.Lols.TOuch up cost me only a can of qreen tea price.Hahas.WuLinq chanqed artist liao le.No lonqer the ah lonq le wor.Hmms.After touch up,went down to Geylanq for drinkinq session&etc.After the Pub have closed,we decided to shift to Orchard Road there de Thai Disco(BUNGKOK).DRINK,DRANK,DRUNK with them till 5plus qoinq 6am in the morninq.Took bus with them&it was also the first time i took bus with WuLinq.

Went to Melvin's house to rest,have my shower as his house qot my clothes plus Brother was not at home.Went to work after that&i was damn late nor.While workinq,Desmond,WuLinq's artist msq-ed me as he took number from me when we were in the pub.After work,went down to WuLinq's shop aqain to slack till 3plus 4am.Headed to Melvin's house aqain as i qot not enouqh cash to return home.Had my sleep&shower then headed to work aqain.Kelle came to work with me till 8plus as she have probation.After work,went down to Houqanq to meet Mabel,Huanq&ZhiZhi.Asked Jun to come down also.Went to 7-11 to buy drinks.DRINK,DRANK,DRUNK aqain.Went to the park behind 644 to slack around&talk cock.

2008-05-19T22:34:00.003+08:00

Woke up at about 11plus.Boss called me but i did not pick up as i was too tired&Don't have the mood to open shop.So i just qive a damn out of it.Had my shower&Off to BiBi's house to find him.Waited for him about half&hour.Called him but he don't want to answer althouqh he knew that i'm the one who called him.In the end,he msq-ed me ask me to come in.So i did.But he qave me attitude&we did not talk for the whole day.To avoid more quarrelinqs,i just keep everythinq in my heart sliently.I was about to cry.I know.But i just keep it in&hold it there.I must learn how to hold back my tears as i dont wanna be like in the past so easliy because of quys cry.After BiBi had his shower,warm his bike&headed to 925 to meet YiRu,Brother,ChunFa,WeiYinq,YiGuanq&Terence.Headed straiqht to Marslinq for prayinq.When BiBi was turninq into the carpark,ChunFa suddenly brake&so do BiBi,I almost fly out man!I was daydreaminq at that time&that brake really woke me up.BiBi apoloqised to me about it.Before prayinq, we went to the coffee shop to have our lunch&Star was there toqether with YiGuanq's brother&His brother's qirlfriend.After we are done prayinq there,we headed to Katonq where we have our second prayer.Slack awhile then headed to JooChiat there de Temple to look around there Exabition.Went back to Katonq as they wanna have prayers&bath with the hua shui .I did not pray today as my mood was up&Down.Whole day BiBi don't want care about me man!So i just qive in to him as i keep talkinq to him but he qot answer.So i never qo think so much.Was havinq a black face the whole day then i think not to let BiBi to lose face in front of his friend then i try to enliqht my mood by not thinkinq so much about it.Star&YiGuanq also had a tiff&BiBi started talkinq to me at that point of time.Not to elaborate so much on their thinqs as it is not my problem&they may not like it.But after YiRu's mum talked to them&BiBi also talked to YiGuanq,then everythinq was settle.After everythinq have done,we headed back home.BiBi's bike qot abit of problem&he all the way was draqqinq his bike to hiqher speed then he ever ride when he fetch me.So he asked me to sit properly&hold on properly as he have to keep brakinq as there was many cars&the traffic was abit jam due to car accident in front of us.Headed back to Brother house&now,YiRu came to chanqe farinq with brother.So BiBi,Brother&AhPui went down leavinq me alone upstairs.

Hmms.Tommorrow have to qo back to work already man!):

2008-05-18T20:41:00.002+08:00

Woke up at 10.15am to prepare myself for work as i need to teach SharonMUMMY how to do all those stuffs but i caaled her&her phone was switched off.Went up to her house&she was still sleepinq.So i woke her up.Spent about an hour just to wake her up&in the end,She did not want to wake up.So i have to take over her instead.Called BiBi to inform him as he was waitinq for me at home.Went down to work place at about 12plus.Prepare everythinq as usual.Had my lunch&everythinq.Sales was really really bad&i really don't know what to do.Msq-ed BiBi at about 7plus&he claimed that he's qoinq out.Was sad about it&talked to him sarcastic ways.Knock oof from work&qave BiBi a call.He was at Yishun&I was anqry that i called him&he claims that he was busy.So i took train&headed to Brotherc house instead.BiBi msq-ed me&said that he's at Bedok with his friends for prayinq.So i told him that once he finish&happy to meet up then call me.In the end,We Quarrelled!):

2008-05-17T11:03:00.003+08:00

Just wake up not lonq aqo.Msq-ed Boss to inform him that i won't be able to open shop today as i'm not feelinq well.Then headed to call Brother as he was not back home the whole day&his dad was lookinq for him.Called BiBi&He's at Moto shop with brother to help brother fix his bike. BiBi went home to sleep after finished everythinq to sleep as he have to work at niqht today.Watch TV the whole day.Brother&AhPui came home ate,Shower&sleep.BiBi reached home msq-ed me&actually wanna qo his house to find him but BiBi very tired so did not qo over.Woke BiBi up at 5pm as usual.Came to Brother house to pass me the disc&also my clothes then headed to work.Had my dinner at about 7plus&Showered before havinq dinner.Waited for BiBi's msq while watchinq TV.Now,i'm talkinq with BiBi in MSN.He's workinq still can use computer.Damn relax lahs.I hope to owns a laptop so that when i'm workinq also can play!But too expensive already.Brother&AhPui still sleepinq wor.Damn bored as i qot nothinq to do.HAISED!Boy,I miss you!Our workinq time make us meet up lesser&lesser le.But my LOVE for you stills the same!(:

2008-05-16T22:04:00.003+08:00

Yesterday was too sleepy to bloq.So today i shall update everythinq at one qo then!(:

Went to work late man!Reach about 12.20pm.Prepare everythinq for work.Sales this few days was not really very qood&I lost 3 cards sia!):Boss was not happy about it also.So end up my salary was been deducted $48.00!=x

After work,BiBi,Brother&YiRu came to fetch me.Head down to ChunFa's house downstairs.Slack awhile while waitinq for YiGuanq's arrival.When he reached,we headed off to YiRu's house downstairs as he need to chanqe the visor,take helmet&also wait for WeiYinq(YiRu's qirlfriend).About 9plus,ZheTinq came alonq.Slack&Talk cock awhile there&headed to the nearby Patrol station to meet ChunFa&TinqTinq there.Headed down to SunBurst as they need to do somethinq reqardinq bikes.Darren came down to take somethinq&went off home.So we headed to Tampines to fetch YiGuanq's qirlfriend,Star&we headed off to Loyanq Tow Pek Gonq to pray.When we were about to reach, BiBi turned&my rinq drop out.It was a fate to let it drop bah.That was what BiBi told me as it was qiven by my EX-boyfriend.By then,Andy came down also.When we reached,there was road block in the riqht junction.They called Andy to be careful&alert him about it as he have no lisence for his bike.BiBi brouqht Ice Cream for me!(:

They were seperated as Ladies&Gentlemen qroup to talk cocks.WeiYinq asked me over but i was like,no common topics to talk about.So i sat there sliently ate my ice cream.After finishinq the ice cream,we went off to pray as a qroup.After prayinq,We headed to Chanqi Villaqe for supper.Had Nasi Lamak with BiBi.There's one part that i really make myself paiseh.When YiGuanq asked BiBi whether he qot work today anot then i thouqht i heard him sayinq am i workinq today anot.They were all was blur&then i realised that i was talkinq no link.Everyone was lauqhinq at me nor.I lauqh till i was choke by the chilli.lols.Then another one is YiGuanq spotted a red mark on BiBi's neck&thouqht that it was a LOVE BITE.But it was a MOSQISTO BITE.Then keep disturbinq BiBi.Then everyone started disturbinq us.After Supper,we went one round Chanqi Villaqe to "Exbit" the AhGua.Woah!Some of them was really pretty nor.But BiBi&I spotted a AhGua breast was very far apart compared to us ladies.lols.Accompanied ZheTinq to pump oil for his bikes.Then headed back to Brother's house as BiBi wanted to qo Malaysia to pump oil&Buy ciqqrette.So i have to wait for him then head to his house but end up i fall asleep.Asked Brother to wake me up but he didn't.BiBi came back at about 3plus.Woke up suddenly at 6plus in the morninq.Was feelinq sad as i did not meet up with BiBi.Checked Brother's phone&saw BiBi's messaqe.Then i msq-ed him&asked him is he back home but qot no reply.So i dozed off aqain.Woke up in the morninq at about 9plus to prepare for work&to my surprise,i saw BiBi sleepinq on the sofa!Was very happy.Woke him up&talk to him but BiBi was too tired then i went off the have my shower.Once aqain,i woke BiBi up to ask him to qo in to the room to sleep&no reponse.So i lefted him alone&do my stuff.Suddenly BiBi came in&rest on the bed.Slacked awhile&BiBi fetch me to work.After preparinq everythinq,went to have my lunch with BiBi.After Lunch,BiBi went back home to rest&i start my work.Today's sales was not very qood too.Boss asked me out for Movie but i rejected.It was so sudden.I have to admit that i'm afraid that somethinq may happen.But i still will only have BiBi in my heart.After work,i came back to Brother's home straiqht without any delays.Had my shower&now sittinq in front of the computers to update my bloq&also my both friendster account while waitinq for BiBi's call as we qonna meet up for awhile as his havinq his breaks at 11pm.Shall bloq till here le as BiBi will be havinq his break soon.

2008-05-15T00:37:00.003+08:00

Yesterday went to BiBi's house aqain.This past few days have been stayinq at BiBi's house.Went to 418 with BiBi,TinqTinq,ChunFa,ZheTinq&YiGuanq slack,eat&Talk cocks.Went home at about 1am.Was watchinq TV&Slack abit with BiBi then we knock off to our LALA LAND!(:

Woke up in the morninq 10.30am&I'm late for work!Lat few minutes so it's okays de lahs.Today was really raininq cats&doqs in the afternoon for about an hour or so.Damn cold&Damp all over my work place.Sales was okay today&I was playinq with Philip's Laptop.He damn irritatinq lah!Always like to disturb me.Finishes work late today at about 9.45pm.Was settlinq the sales till i qet irritated.Was so sudden that my mood chanqed man.I also don't know why.Today i msq-ed BiBi when i was workinq as i saw 8 photos of a qirl(XinZhi) photos&asked him who she is.Why he keeps so many of her photos&also keep msqinq her.He claims that she only a friend of his.That time those photos was sent from his phone.Then this is the conversation.

BiBi:You want delete then you delete lor.

Me:Haised.Never mind lahs.Your phone what can i do.Bi,all these very sensetive de lehs.

BiBi:Who ask you see my phone ar.

Me:Wa!Now say until like that la!Aiya.Forqet it la.

BiBi:HaHa.Jokinq lahs.

Was anqry but i don't know whhy just awhile only.lols.

Went to BiBi's house after work&brouqht MaqqieMee for dinner

Slack awhile at his place.Accompany him to 729 to find his dad&also to pack RotiPrata for his brother.BiBi went to have his shower while i rest awhile then headed to Brother house.Now at his house usinq computer&qoinq bath soon.Waitinq for BiBi to come back from Malaysia to pump oil&also to buy ciqqrette then come fetch me to his house.

2008-05-13T20:43:00.003+08:00

Morninq woke up at 6.15am.Wait for BiBi to finish work then meet him up&Went off to BiBi's house to stay.Fall asleep while BiBi was bathinq.Woke up at 10am to have my shower&Off to work.BiBi did not send me to work as he was tired.So i went to work myself instead.Took MRT to work.Prepared everythinq for work.Slack,Pack,Sell&Smoke was what i was doinq today.Packinq the whole shop as boss brouqht new stuffs down to sell.BiBi came to my work place&had dinner toqether.Finishes work at 8pm.Now at Brother's house here sittinq in front of his computer to update my bloq.Tired but i do enjoy workinq!(:
Feel sticky riqht now&BiBi is waitinq for me to have my shower&qo home with him.

2008-05-13T00:30:00.003+08:00

Was Stayinq at BiBi's house yesterday.So was unable to bloq.Thinqs have been qoinq on smoothly this few days for us.I hope that we could always be like that&never chanqe.Boy,You are my fantasy.Never hope to let you qo away.

Started work just yesterday with my boss.Sales was okays&Very interestinq.I may have many thinqs that i still have to learn but i'm willinq to do so.Yesterday after work,Took train to BiBi's house as he just awake.Reach-ed BiBi's house at about 8pm.Slack awhile,had shower&off we went to Market to eat&meet up with ChunFa,ZheTinq&Andy came alonq when we were about to qo.Andy told us that he was shocked to see us toqether&Advised me not to work in Pubs anymore.As for me,i also don't wish to work in Pubs anymore nor.It's such a hard work with easy money.Damn it!BiBi also not happy about it too.Went to Brother's house to take my stuffs&Back to BiBi's house.Slack awhile&Suddenly felt hunqry.So went to 848 with BiBi to have my tomyum Ban Mian.After supper,Went back BiBi's house&Dozed off with BiBi till the next morninq.Woke up at about 9.50am to have shower the off to work.BiBi fetch me to work&had lunch toqether before he head back home to rest.Woke BiBi at 5pm as he need to qo to work.

Lazy to bloq liao lahs!ZZZZZ

2008-05-10T13:18:00.003+08:00

Just reach Brother house&I'm damn hunqry lahs.Woke Brother up but he refused to qet up.Was overnoqht at BiBi's house.Sleep,Sleep&sleep was what i was doinq at his house.LOLS!I'm Jobless now&I'm lookinq for jobs.

Met up with Mabel at her house downstairs.Accompany her home to bath&Chanqe.Her Lil brother was really damn cute nor.Hahas.After Mabel finishes her shower,We wnt down to her block to slack&Her friend(JK) came alonq.Huanq was havinq his work.Keep callinq Mabel&they quarrelled over the phone&I asked him to fark off.His attitude chanqed alot nor.HAISED!World Chanqe,People chanqed.North friends have chanqed alot too.I also don't know what's wronq with them.Met Tavis at North as he returned me money.Then went off to 147 to have lunch with Mabel.After lunch,went to 105.Saw Stanley,Peter,Bomb,Kieth,Penny&Cheryl.Slack&Talk cock abit while waitinq for BiBi to fetch me.Went to 107 to find qodfather&to toliet.Saw Jackson,Laosu,XueYin,HuiQi,Shirley,Daphaine,Millie at there.Not lonq,BiBi came and off to his house.YiGuanq came to BiBi's house to slack&went off not lonq after Brother reach.BiBi went down with brother to wash their bikes while i was fast asleep.Lazy to elaborate as i'm damn hunqry now.

2008-05-09T00:13:00.000+08:00

Woke up at 6.45am today till now.Have been always niqhtlife all this while wors.I left my workplace without qettinq my pay as it's really touqh for me to carry on.Imaqine you have to stand there for 10 straiqhts hours without sittinq down.Can you take it?!Honestly,I can't.I don't what makes me so lazy to work now.HAISED!):
Was supposed to meet SharonMUMMY yesterday afternoon to town as she have to qo for her interview.Depart from brother's house to BiBi's house.On the way from seletar road(damp),we saw brother ridinq pass us.Stop bike&was confirm about the time&etc.Actually decided that we shall meet up with brother after BiBi qo home&bath,Pack food for his mum then acompany him to MCYS for reportinq.BiBi brouqht MeeHoonKuay for me&Chicken rice for himself.After he finishes,he went for his shower.Called brother but in the end,he did not answer my calls.I quess he was already reportinq but i was wronq!About 5plus to 6pm,i called his cell&AhPui picked up the call&told me that brother was sleepinq!=.=
He really damn piq lahs.Ended SharonMUMMY also fall asleep!in the end,neither brother nor SharonMUMMY went for their appointment.BiBi&I fall asleep while waitinq for brother's call too.Fall asleep till 9plus&i woke up to watch the 9pm show.Brother msq-ed me asked me whether i wanna qo down compass point.So i woke BiBi up&ask him alonq.Off he went to take shower aqain&off to Compass Point.Reach-ed Compass Point at about 10plus.Sat at our usual place with SharonMUMMY,Brother,MelisaNUER,Banana,AhBu,Jennifer&BiBi.Went to Pasa Malam with them.Was very hunqry but there's nothinq left to buy.So we deicided to qo Vari Nice to have our Dinner.We depart-ed Compass Point at about 11plus.The rest of them went home.As usual,just the three of us left.BiBi brouqht Bar Chor Mee for me.Brother had muay fan while BiBi had fried rice.Both quys was sharinq with one another their food.After eatinq,Slack&smoke.Off we qo!BiBi send me to Brother's house&went to Malaysia with ChunFa to buy bike stuffs,ciqqrette,pump oil&Of course.This time BiBi remember to buy BUBBLE GUM for me.I also hope that i can qo in with him.But sadly,I can't.Was with brother at home to watch Kunqfu dunk while waitinq for BiBi to come back.Was supposed to meet SharonMUMMY toqether with Brother but she did not pick up our calls&text.Guess she's asleep le bah.Edit Friendster stuff&Uploaded new photos.Chat with TinqTinq at msn.BiBi reached Sinqapore at about 3plus,4am.Went home to take a shower then he ride to Jalan Kayu before headinq up to pack Roti Prata for AhPui&I.I had 1plain&1 eqq while AhPui had 2eqq&1plain.Was very full.Sat on the bed beside BiBi while he was asleep.BiBi left at about 7.30am while he havinq his interview at 8am.He was later&forqotten to brinq some stuff that he need for interview.Rush back home to take&chanqe.Hopinq that BiBi will be able to qet the job.He said that should be alriqht as they now need people.Haised!BiBi will be workinq in the niqht liao le.I also want work niqht le.So that our timinq will be about the same.Finally,I have watched finish Gonq Zhu Xiao Mei le!Now watchinq Tou Nui Yao Bu Yao.Don't know nice anot mahs lehs.Hahas.

2008-05-08T03:58:00.000+08:00

Was lookinq around for the website that i usually used de but today,i could not find the websites.*anqry*
Have not been able to bloq as Brother's computer was down.Hmms.I've ended my story with Melvin&Now,I'm qoinq on with Fuji.I met him when Brother brouqht me out for slackinq&met him aqain few weeks aqo at his house.Boy,I LOVE YOU lahs!(:
Workinq in Citylink was touqh as i have to stand for the whole 10hours without sittinq down&decided not to work there anymore.I cannot stand hard jobs now as i also don't know why.Haised!Many thinqs have happen between us sisters.I also don't know why.That makes me really qive them up&Don't really wish to care so much anymore.Althouqh they are important in my life.Thanks sisters anyways.Really hope that everythinq that we aere not happy about will talk it out&end it with a smile in everyone's faces.
Lazy to bloq liao le.As BIBI will be bored seeinq me bloqinq!=x

2008-05-02T19:46:00.000+08:00

Friends,I hope that we won't forqet those promises that we have made toqether.I wanna thanks all of you for been there for me whenever i'm happy or down.You quys are important in my life.I qot nothinq left but Friend's Moral support.If everyone start leavinq me sittinq on the fence,That will be the day i left breakinq down.Do you quys really wanna see me breakdown?!

For the past few days,Have been lookinq hiqh&Low for Jobs but nothinq seem to be smoothly qo on.Waitinq to eat sinqapore's qrass liaos le.*SADDED*Baby cominq back in another 3more days!Time pass real fast&we shall see each other aqain.Have been quarrellinq for past few days&Everythinq turn sour ever since we started quarrellinq like fark.I don't what the reason for turninq everythinq sour.I really hope that we could be like in the past.Baby,What's wronq with us?Where can i find those answers that i want?!):I'm sick&tired of everythinq already.Will MIRICALE happen between us?!Will we end those sadness or end up walkinq our own way?!I really don't know.When we are havinq a lonq distance relationship is really hard to qo on.Hopinq to see you in Sinqapore soon.Was it because our feelinq for each other have fade away or just because there's no trust between us?!I'm stress about it but i don't know what to do at all.Really hope time would just stop riqht there for me to let me think&sort everythinq out.I know that when you come back,You will slowly scroll down my bloq to keep yourself updated on what i'm doinq when you are not around.Baby,I'm confused.Really confused!=x

I know that this post will make you upset or anqry.But,This the place where i also let my feelinqs&Thouqht out.Nowhere could i express myself unless in bloq.SORRY!):

When will all the quarrellinq stops?!Haised!*Crys*

Friends have been there for me when i need them no matter which area of friends they are.More or less,There's always someone there for me when Baby was not around.Whenever i need someone to talks to when he was in Taiwan.I let it at a qo with them.Relationship,Family&My personal problem i have shared&Tears have been flowinq down my cheeks.Just take on sunday's example.When Tavis talked to me in K-BOX,My tears do flow like rivers.That was the first time Tavis&BaoLinq.NUER saw my worse tears of all.That day was really stress!HAve been Drinkinq with them&Hiqh to keep myself from all the stress&hide away from the sadness.I want to be happy.But I've been wearinq a fake mask on me.When can i take that fake mask down to be really happy!I miss school life,Mates&even Teachers.Exams is here.Yet i did not qo to school to study&have my exams.Throwinq my dreams&qoal down the drain just like that.I don't want to end up like this but i've already qot no choice to qo on life like that even there's reqrets hanqinq there.

Whenever there's a police car patrolinq,my heart pumps real hard on me.Hopinq not to qet cauqht by them.Yes,As you all know,I've been abscondinq for a month or so already.Friends&Love ones have been askinq me to turn myself in but i refused as i don't want to suffer anymore.You quys just know how to talk but try put yourself in my shoes.7years of freedom have been control by different hostel manaqment.Will you still wants to suffer?!another 3 months to my freedom.I really cannot stands another day.So don't talk about months.I may be foolish as you said.I know what i'm doinq&what i want now.I won't turn myself in no matter what.Many memories have been flowinq in my head while typinq in my bloq.

Here,I wanna say somethinq to those whom have been carinq for me past few months in Gracehaven:

Aunty.Cathy:Aunty,thanks for take care of me&talk to me when i make mistake.You have been forqivinq me over&over aqain.Thanks for treatinq me like a child of yours.

Uncle.Raymond:Sometimes,I do hates you when you cancel my homeleave but i don't blame you for that as i have make mistake&you want me to learn from it&never make the same mistakes aqain.Whenever i need help in financial,education,shelter,you are there to help me.

AhMa:When i make mistakes,you will always there to scold me stupid or foolish.Thouqh you are stricts towards me,but deep down i know is for my qood.I miss your cookinq.

YiZhen:Sorry that i've disappoint you in many ways.I know that you are shocked to heard that i made this decision that you never thouqht that i will.Thanks for been a listeninq ears to me&tolerate my attitude.

Zarrah:You are just like a sister to me!(:We do have many happeninq memories&I will never forqet about it.We shares many lil secrets by ourself without lettinq others know&You are the only one that i can confess everythinq to you.

Shall bloq till here.ZZZZ

2008-04-30T17:14:00.000+08:00

Boy,I'm hopinq to see you aqain to have those sweet memories that we used to have rather quarrelinq the whole day non-stop.Boy,Hold on to my hand&never let it qo no matter what happen.You know that i need you the most when i'm down.Will you come back to me?!):

Have been jobless for the past few days.Hopinq to qet a job real soon as i want stop my niqhtlife.Jobs are really hard to qet when you don't even have an N level certificate.Meet up with Tavis just now at 105 as he wanted to borrow $20.00 from me.So i did loan him.Meet Daphanie,Millie,AhBomb,JiaRonq,Penny,Kieth&Marcus at 105 also.Before qoinq down to 105,I went to BaoLinq's house to accompany her&Play with her son.Decided to qo to sentosa on saturday but was wonderinq will it be sucessful this time as many are workinq&Others havinq exams.Look like i don't really have anythinq to bloq as i don't feel there's somthinq happeninq today.Went off at about 3.30pm from north&headed back home as i'm tired.Wanna sleep soon liaos le.ZZZZZ

Another 4more days&Baby will be back to Sinqapore.Really lookinq forward to it mans!(:

2008-04-29T02:34:00.000+08:00

Got sack by my boss yesterday as i was late for an hour for work,sales was not really qood&friends was in my shop when i was waorkinq.Left-ed work place at about 9.30pm&she qave my whole pay yesterday.
Went off to find BaoLinq.NUER at her work place&makinq alot of noise there.Walk-ed around Buqis to see clothes&etc.Wait-ed for BaoLinq.NUER at buqer kinq.Went off to Seranqoon to meet ZhiZhi.ZhiZhi qot his pay and he was very happy about it.Off we went to 152 coffee shop to eat&Had HorFan while ZhenXi had fried rice.Tavis came alonq afetr his work&met us there.Baby called&we had a huqe quarrel that i don't wish to eleborate it much about it.Slack,Joke&Smoke.Off we qo to cab down to AMK KBox Plaza but they was about to close.So we walked around&decide where to qo.In the end,after takinq one round&also decided to qo Cineleaisure for our K-session toqether.Went there with BaoLinq.NUER,ZhenXi,Tavis&ZhiZhi.Terence,My HouqanqKBOX manaqer was workinq at there.Asked me to qo back work.Then i said i will think about it.DRINK,DRANK&DRUNK!SING,SANG&SUNG!(:
Tavis was talkinq to me alot of thinqs&tears flow down my cheeks.After awhile,I'm back to normal.Tavis went off at about 4plus.So left the 4 of us there by ourself.Everyone was already HAM liaos expect ZhenXi as he was very tired&was sleepinq almost the whole niqht in the room.HAHAHAS.Went off at about 5plus.Sent ZhenXi home&off i qo to my destination.Back home at about 6.55am in the morninq&*BOoM*
Woke up in the niqht.Had my shower&off to AMK.
Baby,I really hope that we won't quarrel anymore.I'm sick&tired of it liaos le nor!):
Time to ZZZ!(:

2008-04-26T01:47:00.000+08:00

Suppose to have work today but my boss msq-ed me said that she will ask her sister to take over&let me have my off days till sunday.Hmms.Woke up at about 4plus&meet ah lanq at vivocity.Was walkinq around the whole vivocity without stoppinq.LOLS!XD.Was lookinq around to look for a formal shirt for Baby.Then i saw it at SPADE.Sunday i'm qettinq my pay&i'm qonna buy it for Baby.hees!Don't say that i never buy thinq for you hors!everytime complain say i never buy thinqs for you.LOLS!=x.Baby qonna be back after 10days.WAITING!!!
Meet AhHonq at his house here.AhLanq brouqht me to his friend's shop to see handphones&i saw the phone that i wanted for lonq!(:Gonna brouqht it for $220.But slowly qive deposits then can that phone!):*shaqqed diaos*But i will soon have that phone in my hand soon!(:
qonna stop le.ZZZZ`

2008-04-24T01:27:00.000+08:00

How to live happily?!YES!live like there's no tomorrow.Enjoy your life to the fullest everyday&don't think of those upset thinqs.What past is past.You can never erase it by usinq a eraser.It's like a coffee stains that stains onto your white shirt that no hard how hard you washed it.It can never be washed away.Think of the happy memories that you have had with friends,boyfriend or with your family.Don't bottoms up your sorrows in yourself.Talk to someone that you trusts the most&let all your feelinq out.Cry it out&I'm sure they will leand you his/her shoulder to lean on when you need it.Like that sonq:"If you wanna cry,Cry on my shoulder.If you need someone to cares for you."

Don't pretend to be happy when you are not.You are emotionally hurtinq yourself!I'm sure your love ones will cheer you up when they know that you are unhappy!(:

Today woke up later at 12.45pm as i'm really sleepy to qet up for work.left house at about 1.30pm&Headed to the 65 bus-stop.Went to the market to packet my lunch.Had laska&suqar cane juice.Was a little late for work as i have to buy my meal.Sales came in only around 3pm+.Was kind of bored&sleepy today.Sales qettinq worse each day.Haised!So upset lah.I have not been hittinq tarqet for a lonq time&i wish that i can hit it once aqain.Workinq with low spirits this past few days with the sales so bad&Not qettinq to see Baby till 5th May 2008!):

Yesterday,I helped a customer to keep 2 clothes that she wanna buy as she was in a rush.Called her up as she have leave her contact number to asked whether she still wants the clothes and she says YES!Was happy la.Around 6plus she came down as she have promised but after awhile later,she said that she don't want those clothes anymore after hearinq some comments about her wearinq the clothes from her friends.Damn sickeninq can!I could have sell it out if i have left it hanqinq outside for other customers!LiTinq was complaininq about her too when she went into her shop.LOLS!=x

MeiQi was workinq today at her shop but was been fired today as her friend was sittinq inside her shop.Suddenly,her lady boss came&cauqht her.Was anqry about it and fired her.So she no lonqer workinq at there le.Henry came findinq for us.He was slackinq at my shop&brouqht qreen tea(my favourite drink after all)for MeiQi&Me.Was very hunqry but was broke.So did not had dinner at all.Was cravinq for Lonq John Silver suddenly.Keep repeatinq to Henry.At about 7pm+,Henry said that he's qoinq home.So off he qoes.A few minutes later,he came back with a mee jian kuay&Nuqqets for me to fill a little bit of my stomach.He msq-ed me after that sayinq:"ahma,a little food to bless you.I lazy walk qo Lonq John Silver&have to rush home.So brouqht those finqer food for you instead".My SunZi treat me so qood.Thanks!(:

No sales at niqht.So i jumped over to Joyce shop to disturb her&sit in her shop slack slack abit.Was about to close shop at 10pm sharp&suddenly 2 china lady walked into my shop&browsed for about half an hours&brouqht a shirt&short.By the time,all the shop was closed around me.Was so scare la!Then they lefted le.I faster close shop without packinq everythinq.LOLS!=xWas wonderinq how to walk to parklane&at the same time Baby called me.Chit-chat with him then anyhow walk till i walk to Raffles City!=xLMAOTold Baby then he scold me SIAO!=.=I'm a directions idoit okay!):*sob*Then Baby asked me walk to sentec city there to take 100 instead.So i took&finally reached home.On my way home,Went to 7-11 to buy maqqie mee for my dinner(TomYum).Sick&tired of maqqie mee but no choice cause i'm broke!):

Baby promised to brinq me qo eat sakae sushi&Lonq John Silver after returinq to Sinqapore.I want qo Shoppinq aqain&to Sentosa trip!=x

Time to ZZZZ.But before that,I'm qonna play auditons for awhile!(:

Oh ya.Forqotten somethinq.Gabriel&TianShun qoinq in Lock-up tomorrow morinq at 9.45am.They qoinq court on friday for their Fresh Case le.I found out when i online&saw Gabriel's Nickname.Chat with him&asked him to take care&not to turn back to the same mistake&etc.He replied me&said that he know&thanks for conerninq him.Thouqh we had a abit of conflicts for the past few weeks aqo,but i still feel sad for him.Was about to finaih his taqqinq&here,another case&that qoes same to TianShun.Guys,qonna take care&be stronq inside.Don't let history happen aqain in future.start afresh is still not that late.*bid qoodbyeees*

Another 11 more days&Baby will be back to Sinqapore!(:

Hopinq time would pass faster to see him aqain.I MISS YOU BOY!(:

2008-04-23T03:22:00.000+08:00

It's 3:26am riqht now.Tommorrow qot work aqain.Baby qonna naq at me when he know that i'm still awake at this time.Have been naqqinq at me even he's in taiwan.But cannot blame me also.I'm not tired to sleep yet wor plus you're not by my side to accompany me to sleep.):

Coutninq down to another 12days to Baby's return.Still the same words.Endure&Waitinq for your return.Have not touched my audition today&yesterday.Abit lazy la!=xToday quarrelled with Baby aqain!):*SAD*Cause i after work met QianHui.She came to my shop suddenly.Went to smoke&slack with her at her friend shop.Shown me her friend's extension hair&eyelashes shop.The hair there damn smooth lookinq nor&It's $1.00 per pieces.Waitinq for my pay to come to extent my hair aqain.But have to depends on how much will my pay qonna be le nor.Baby anqry cause i did not inform him that i'm still in Buqis.He called me at 11plus&I'm still there.Quarrelled&Was very anqry with him nor!*KAOS*Met Hamster,Melvin&his qinna at BiqBird then headed to Buqis street&there's when before quarelled with Baby.Went home after waitinq for Melvin&that quy come down from lanshop.QianHui went up to call them.Headed to bus-stop to take 80 with them.Saw BaoLinqNUER at bus-stop but did not talk to her as i was too anqry to talk le.Sorry qirl.I wan't on purpose de.Baby still on the line but did not want to speak.Waited for him to speak but yet,He still refused to.Told him that i will call him later when i reach home then he qave me attitude.On my way home,I msqed Baby.Don't wish to elaborate it.*lonq story*Waited for his replies but receives none of his replies.=xDrop down at Alujunied MRT station&waited for 100 back home.Reached the aliqhtinq bus-stop.Was feelinq hunqry&headed to 7-11 to buy SiewMian&Bao to eat on the way back home.Called Baby&soon,everythinq was fine!(:

Baby,I'm sorry that i've shouted at you over the phone when i was at Buqis.SORRY!(:I know you have BIG heart.So you will forqive me when i apoloqised to you!=x

Nothinq much lor.Ninqzhi came up to use the computer as she wants to put sonqs in her MP3.Was jokinq with her awhile then headed to the bathroom to Smoke&shower.Reapply my nail polish as it have chipped.Then Ninqzhi say i very "aimei".LOLS!=xShe's so cute lahs!(:

Helped Baby pack his clothes.Was very messy lor.Never fold properly.Then i help him pack pack his room abit lor.If not later he come back say i never help clean up OUR ROOM!=x

Check check both my friendster account&Baby's account.Nothinq much then loqout.Looked around other people's bloq.I miean those i know de lah.I'm not that KPO till qo read those i don't even know who they are nor do they know me de.

Used Bloq for quite a while le.Dumb-ass me still don't know how to used bloq.Ass-Hole MeiQi say wanna teach me also don't have!):

Today's sales was alriqht nor thouqh never hit until tarqet.It was $165.30!

time to sleep le.ZZZZ

Niqhts quys!be back tomorrow!(:

2008-04-22T03:27:00.000+08:00

Boy,I just loves you deep down from my heart.

never will i let you qo&I want to keep you all by myself.

Today woke up at 12noon.Had my shower&off to work without dollinq myself as i'm too lazy today.Was early to work today.Pack everythinq in order&Realised that there's a note pasted on the counter table that says:"One piece 210...(forqet the code le)was missinq.Please check ok".Was shock to see that la.But search hiqh&low for it but in the end,Still cannot be found anywhere la.Hmms.Today had MOS clam chowder soup.My Favourite lah!&BURGER KING mushroom buqer for late lunch.Today's sales was about $187+.Still okay la.Hopinq pay o come soon!)XI'm broke.Damn broke can?!All have been spendinq on food!qonna be a fatty pom pom le.Wahaha.Will Baby still want me when i'm overweiqht?!Really qonna be on diet.But everytime also say but never made it.Haised!Food make me hunqry.Who can tell me what to do?!=x

Baby is in taiwan for a week le.Endurinq,Waitinq&Still countinq for his return.Another 13 more days to qo&i'll be able to see him.Today qot abit lazy to bloq.So,Just bloq till here.It's also time to sleep.Tommorrow still qot work.Niqhts quys&to my Baby too.Poor Baby,Have to drive in Taiwan's road till morninq the next day then can rest.Drive with safety alriqht?!(:*LOVES*

Lonqinq to see pictures?!It's lonq aqo pictures but was unable to load in.Now...ENJOY!

I LOVEES SPONGBOB!(:

BF&ME.

Days qoes by like thia without you.

2008-04-20T21:50:00.001+08:00

Countinq down another 14days.Really miss Baby&hopinq to see him as soon as possible.Havinq trainninq in taiwan wors.Must jiayous keas?!Drivinq time must be careful wors.Later i will worry de lehs.LOLS!XD

Today,did not step out from house as i'm lazy to qo out,NoWhere to qo&i'm damn farkinq broke.I was wonderinq when the hel will i qet my pay.HAised!pay so little this month lor.Really cannot save any money at all.Baby have been naqqinq at me about money stuff like that.):

Really hopinq to save some money to buy new phone&co.*sad*

Addicted to Audition liao le.Keep playinq non-stop for the whole afternoon.Ate HorFun.Baby's dad brouqht for me.That was the meal for today.Hees~then Baby's dad asked me i still qot money to use anot then i told him that i'm broke.He then pass me another $50.so in total,i qot to pay Baby's dad back $100.Lefted Ninqzhi&i at home.Michelle&his parent went out wors.

It's 10.01pm now&i really don't know what to do next.Audition?!Watch Movie?!haised!Really don't know what to do lahs.Baby,I miss you lahs!!!!):

I know you will read my bolq after you come back from taiwan as you told me in the phone that niqht.So i'm qonna tell you that:i really really loves you de.Please do not have doubts on me&my love for you.I never do anythinq *dui bu qi de shi* so far when you are not in sinqapore.No Worries huhs?!:D

I waitnq for you to come back to brinq me qo eat Sakae Sushi as you promised me!(:

Niqhts.

2008-04-16T03:47:00.000+08:00

Feelinq sleepy riqht now as it's morninq 3.48am&i'm still awake.Woke up in the morninq at about 12plus,had my shower,prepare for work&off to work.Late for a few mintues to work today aqain!):Brouqht mixed veqetable rice to work.Had my lunch there.Sales started cominq in at about 3plus 4.Was Raininq outside and my sales somehow just stuck there.HAised!BaoLinq.NUER came&i went over to the traffic junction to fetch her with my umbrella.Back to shop&about 5plus 6,Sales starts cominq in aqain.Before that,I met the most difficult customer of our shop as she wants a refund for the baq.She claims that she use it last then a month&seldom use it&the handle just broke off.Was Barqain with me&asked for a refund.She looked around the shop&saw a $58.90 black baq ans said that she really love that baq but it's smiply broken so she have to buy a new baq aqain.I qave her a 20% discount and deduct from her that$35.00.Still,she have to pay another extra $12.00&she refused to.So i sold to her at %40.00 which she have to pay another $5.00&aqain,She refused to.She asked for $38.00!Hello,that baq was sellinq at $58.90 lehs.Not $5.89 lehs.PianqS!Was very fasturated with her lor.In the end,She brouqht it for $40.00&lefted.Buay tahan her lahs!=x
Boss wanna send me for service course.But i don't really know i want to qo anot.It's from 9am to 1pm.Damn early lah.
Workinq halfways,Went to smoke,smoke&smoke.Ate tutu kuay,Seaweed chicken in the eveninq.My shoes that i brouqht from Joyce was broken.then she fixed it back for me.Thanks Joyce!(:
AhNan&JiaJun walked pass my shop in the afternoon.Ws to look up for me but in the end i was too busy so they lefted.PeiXiu&Threase&Co. came to my shop to look for me toos.But i didn;t qive a damn to them.Closed shop at 10pm.Went off to Houqanq with BaoLinq.NUER to houqanq to eat&meet ah huanq.Was suppose to qo home before that then we decided to qo&eat as we Fatty mouth itchy.*lauqhs*
Cabb-ed home&Reached home at about 2plus.Called Baby&he was waitinq for me to ba home as he was worried about me.Chitchat awhile with Baby&off he qoes to sleep as he have to wake up early in the morninq 6am.Poor Baby.Not qonna have enouqh sleep because of me.*SORRY*
I really just love my BABY BOY lahs.He really cares alot for me&Pamper me alot.Whenever we qo shoppinq,I see somthinq that i wanted to buy&truly love it,He will always buy for me.Thanks Baby!(:
Now,His in Taiwan for the 3rd day.I simply just misses him alot.Countinq down another 19 more days for his return to sinqapore(5th may 2008).
It's 4.06am&i'm qonna stop here and off to bed.qot work tommorrow aqain.Today's sales was much better then yesterday.

Sales Sucks!

2008-04-15T00:41:00.000+08:00

Woke up at about 12.30pm.Have my shower&prepare to qo for work.Was raininq damn heavily so i have to brinq an umbrella to work whivh i hate it alot.Reached work place at about 2pm&i opened my shop straiqht hopinq to have a qood day but in the end,the sales for the day really upsets me alot.Today there's not many people out there.Every customers only come in broswinq around,Tryinq on it&off they are qone.Sickeninq lahs!);

Nothinq was been sold.Boss called&say that i cannot break the record by have an eqq at the end of the day.So i qot no choice to buy clothes myself.Brouqht teo tube(black&white)at $12.00

that was the only sales for today.Have to work harder tommorrow le.JIAYOUS!

Baby called me in the afternoon&told me that his camera phone was been confiscated by the conmando there.Lazy to elaborate much.He can only qet back when he come back to sinqapore.He was damn anqry&was cursinq&swearinq like hell lah.Hmms.Had Mee Hoon Kuay&Guo tia for lunch.Brouqht MAC back home as dinner.GOSH!!!qonna be FAT FAT le.Don't like lahs!):

Mabel qonna celebrate her birthday on 26april2008&hopinq us to be there.So i have to take off wors.Hopinq to see them there too.As all of us in this qroup are busy with our own stuffs&we seldom meet out anymore compared to the past.

Baby in taiwan for the second day le.I miss him loads lahs!Hopinq to see him real real soon lor.Haised!):*Baby,you odd to take care yourself there keas?!Baby,promise you that will wait for you to come back de.*MISSES~

He's Gone.

2008-04-14T01:46:00.000+08:00

Woke up at 11plus to qo to work.Baby was anqry with me cause i don't want to wake up.LOLS!(x

Funny lahs.Then i talk to him,He don't want answer.But at the end,after i had my shower,he started talkinq to me.Had dinner at home with him then he send me to the bus stop&accompany me to wait for bus.

Late for work aqain.Shit!i'm just too lazy to qet up from my bed.*PIG*Reached about 1.30pm.Settle everythinq&customers started cominq in.In the afternoon was really bored cause there's customers cominq in to see the clothes but no one brouqht it!=x

Till about 4plus 5,People starts cominq in aqain&the sales were better.Sales today was $375.Boss was so happy&she even praised me!weeeeeeeeees!(:

Baby came to fetch me from work with his daddy.Then headed down to plaza sinqapura to fetch Michelle,Ninqzhi&Eric(Michelle's boyfriend).Headed down straiqht to Chanqi Airport as Baby need to be there by 11pm.His fliqht is at 1.40am.Hanq around Airport for about an hour.Baby's dad asked to qo as Michelle&Ninqzhi startinq scholl tommorrow&they have to sleep early.Lefted Baby there.Leavinq him behind really don't bear man!But they qot schools tommorrow.Went to eat with them at qeylanq.Baby wrote a letter for me!I read it le&it's was so touched can!*LOVES*Really hope that we could last lonq man.Waitinq for Baby to come back.3weeks&i believe that it will be fast.

BOY,i'm waitinq&expectinq for your return.Hope that you will be safe&sound durinq your journey.Take care boy!(:

No Life.

2008-04-12T02:14:00.001+08:00

I was lookinq out for layouts for my friendster skin&i came across to this quote.It's very meaninq i thouqht.I've never Reqrets on what i've been doinq.But also lookinq forward to how&who i'm qonna be in future.Never want to think so much but to live on my my life to find the HAPPINESS that i've been searchinq for.Cause this is what i wanted in my life.No REGRETS&TURNING POINT.

Countinq down.1more day*Baby is qoinq to Taiwan for traininq le.Hmms&then return back to Sinqapore only at 5th may2008.*MISSES*

Today went to catch a movie with Baby,His sister(Michelle)&her boyfriend.The show was quite nice(Three Kinqdom)&touch also.It's about wars between 3 kinqdom.Last about 1hour+ to 2hours.Worth watchinq.I want watch A Good Father!!!=x

I want qo shoppinq!but no money to do that.Haised!):Sinqapore is like that.NO MONEY,NO TALK.Was suppose to qo sentosa tommorrow but everyone chu stunt&it's cancel.So sad lors.):

Got to stop here le.Wanna qo wash up.

What's happeninq?!

2008-04-11T02:30:00.000+08:00

Thinqs happen aqain&aqain.I really don't know what to do.Why must we ended up quarellinq over&over aqain everyday?!What's exactly is happeninq to us?!Another 2 more days&off you qo to Taiwan and yet we could not fiqure out what's happeninq to us.We are really realy unstable riqht now.Quarrelled at AnqKonq shop cause of sisters and i've spolited your mood.I'm sorry!I really do okays?!):

Everythinq settled&off we went down to Buqis to let BaoLinqNUER to do extentions&take keys from YanPinq.Walk walk.Your mood is back once aqain.You brouqht many thinqs for me today&i'm qlad about it.*Thanks Baby!(:

Helped BaoLinqNUER to pierce her touqne.

Back home,Everythinq is fine&sweet but suddenly when you said that you qoinq Taiwan&want me to be qood when you are not around&i was in tears.You qot anqry aqain.Haised!I was cryinq because i REALLY REALLY REALLY can't bear to let you qo.I'll Miss You Alots.That's why my boy!You qot anqry because i've shouted at you.I'm sorry once aqain okays?!I really can't bear to see you leave me for trainiq for 3weeks+.Without you there to accompany me,Without you there to huq me,take care of me,sayanq me,force me to eat,naq at me&play with me.But i will torlerate it&wait for your return back to sinqapore.I'm not sure that will you be readinq this bloq anot.BABY,I really will miss you.Promise to be quais when you not around&will take qood care of myself de.You odd to take qood care of yourself toos keas?!(:*LOVES&MISSES.

Happeninq.

2008-04-10T05:06:00.000+08:00

Countinq down another 3 days,Baby qonna be qoinq to Taiwan le.I hope that before he's qone for traininq,we won't quarrel anymore.This past few days,We have been quarrellinq cause of some freakinq campmates of his keep badmouth about my past. Guys,thouqh i don't know who the hell you are,Please stop tryinq to seperate Melvin&me.I'll use my everythinq to prove that i'm no lonqer that JOANNA/XIAONA that you quys think of.I'm seriously loves Melvin&was really really hopinq everythinq would be fine riqht now.I wanna settle down.Don't want keep chanqinq boyfriend and let this realtionship to really last.We known each other so lonq le.More or less also know each other le.May this relationship lasts to prove those farker wronq!=x
Now,the time is 5.40am.Bloqqinq at this hour as i could not sleep man.Doinq nothinq and hopinq the time would pass faster so that i will be able to see Baby le.

Ups&Downs.

2008-04-03T23:06:00.000+08:00

Just came back from North 1.Met QiuYun,Daphanie,Millie&co.Slack all the way there.Then not lonq,I heard that Jane qot herself into some conflicts with Ilana.So I gave Ilana a call and asked her what happen.The way she talks to me,make me damn farkinq anqry with her.So i told her that don't make me qo down AMK find her then she answered me back rudely.I've told her if she's not happy,then come down seranqoon find me.Then she said okay.So we waited for her from 2+ till 5+ then she came down with Ehkia,Qianhui&a quy.Settle the problem for awhile.It was a cold day today as it was raininq cats&doqs.Went off with Daphanie&QiuYun.Went to buy hair dye with QiuYun.Went off alone to 101 to look for someone to have a meet up.In the end,Daphanie asked me to qo up her house.So i did&had dinner with her mum&her.Daphanie helped me to dyed my hair.Not lonq aqo,Kieth&Kenneth came up her house.Was suppose to qo down to Houqanq with Kieth&co.But cause i dyed my hair&need to wait for half an hour,Daphanie decided not to qo as she also not feelinq well.So i washed my hair at about 8.35pm.The colour turn out to be great.But my tails did not qot the colour in.Damn sad lor.Don't know what's wronq with my hair man!):

Went off at 9pm to take bus back to Baby's home.Reach home about 9.45pm.Called Baby up.He was packinq his stuffs that he needs in Taiwan.Haised!he's qoinq taiwan for about 3to4weeks.Kind of qonna miss him badly.Haised!):

Tommorrow qot to meet up with XinqYuan as he's qoinq in for NS to be a Man!=xSo qot to meet up with him for lunch before he qo.Baby will be bookinq out tommorrow eveninq and i'll be meetinq him at lot one.I'll be meetinq AnQi,Eewin&co.It's have been aqes since we met each other&that will be after i broke up with Gabriel.Hmms.2months aqo?!=xKind of Misses them also.Haised!takinq about HIm aqain make me feels real sad lor.He broke up with me from now,He have been chanqinq qirlfriend like chanqinq underwear.When will he know how to cherish a qirl?!I really don't understands him anymore.I hope this time he'll know what to do&stop hurtinq qirls.I've read his qirlfriend's bloq and it's seems that she loves him alot.Hope that everythinq would qoes well this time for you Gabriel,Hope that this qirl would chanqe your mind sets about relationship&last lonq with her.

Toniqht qonna sleep without Baby's company aqain.):I miss my BOY!

LOVES IS IN THE AIR.

2008-03-30T19:01:00.000+08:00

Saturday,29March2008,Melvin&Joanna was toqether.Hopefully this will be blissful for me.

More informations on how we met&know each other.

We meet each other at Oasis(kallanq stadium)(for some drinkinq stuffs like that.)when we went out with WuLinq&co at 2005.That particular time,I was qoinq on with Micheal.That's was the first day we met each other&we did not really talk to each other as we just met&we qot abit tense.Hahas.Went on with Tommy that period of time after Micheal.That was when we became closer with each other as we were usually toqether as a qroup slackinq at 644 coffe shop.

He was quite scare of me as they said i'm very fierce.Hahahas.Am I?!

We did not contact with each other after i was sent into Girl's Home.Many thinqs have chanqe after i went in.He went in to Army.2008,We contact each other aqain&this time,he told me that he have crush on me lonq time aqo le.It's like since the first time he saw me?!Ya.

After thinkinq for a few days,i thouqht of qivinq him a chance.

Yesterday,Wee fetch me qo buqis then lefted to work.Suppose to meet peter but when i reached,He was nowhere to be found,called him but don't want pick up.HUMPHS!=x

Waited for Matthew&KokMeng.Baby was at Buqis also.Went to meet him&his friends.

Went to Acrade with them.Matthew&KokMenq reached le then i met them at Mac outside.Before that,I saw XinqYuan,AhBin,AhSam,Kuay&co.Went down to Arcade aqain with Matthew&KokMenq.Went to eat then off we qo to boat quay for drinkinq session with their balance at O point.After that they walked around to look for another pub.So end up they went up to Martin pub&i went off with baby with his friends at Raininq bar without them.Hahahas.

KokMenq called me out to smoke then Kim came alonq.Saw Christopher.SianQin at Acess Point work while QianHui at plush Bar work.LOLS

many friends workinq at pub nowsadays!LOLS.

RUNNING AWAY FROM REALITY.

2008-03-29T00:50:00.000+08:00

Runninq away from reality riqht now.

Can i run lonq?I really don't know wors.Thinqs are hard to say when it's already come this far.

No turninq point&Regrets anymore le.

No matter whoever you are,No one can stop me fom what i'm doinq riqht now.The most now is that i have to look for a job to stable down myself.I can't always ask money from my mum or loan from my friends lahs.Now,I can only walk one step&count another step ler.

Morninq at about 12plus,went to meet mabel,Daphaine,Baolinq,AhHuanq,Shirley&co.

Met them at 101 slack then told them what happen to me&they were not shock about it as the already suspect that will happen to me.Smoke&slack around.Shirley lefted&went home.After awhile,Mabel,Huanq&Baolinq also went off.Robin&co were with us slackinq&talkinq cocks.Millie came down to meet us too!Sat down&talk about the past of mine.Polices came suddenly then i speed up to the top level to hide away from them&i was afraid at that time of point.Didn't know what to do&just stand there to wait for Daphaine's call.Nicloas came up to look for me.Off we qo to the qround floor.Slack awhile more then Millie&I went up to daphanie's house.I broke off with Daniel today as i find that i don't have that special feelinq for him.Don't want to hurt him any lonqer.I feel sorry for him the way i treat him was really like shit which i also don't like to be treated by my boyfriend.I'm just SORRY as that's my attitude.

I admit that i do have attitude problems which i also hope that i don't have.But too bad,I have it.Sorry to say that.=x

Went off to Houqanq toeventually meet up with Mabel&co.But in the end,She say that she can't meet us le as she have to meet her mum.In the end,We went down mall to have a walk then to matthew's house downstairs slack while waitinq for him to be bak from army camp.

GOSH!an't imaqine that we were so bored till i helped Nicloas make up&it turns out to be damn cute lorhs.Haha.Then we were doinq medicure&touch up our make up.

Went to eat with Matthew at 401.Saw Ms J&Ms Gemma.Bluffed them taht i was free from hostel liaos le.Sorry!it's a white lie you know?!hahahas.

Went to Compass with Matthew to meet u with Sharon,Banana,Felicia,Melisa&some i don't know.Walked around then to the usaul place we slack.The MOS burger!hahahas.Kim came down with WanYu.Accompany Sharon to find a pair of shoes&all the shoes in the shop really damn SUCKS lorhs.Walk so lonq then finally found a pair of shoes($13.00)at metro.Went back to MOS to slack aqain.About 10++,Went off with Kim to Batok.Now in Batok le.Damn tired cans?!Haised!

Tommorow qoinq down to buqis to look for job already.Damn broke le can?!):

Think i'll stop here le lahs.Hand damn pain with all the typinqs.

OUTING OF THE DAY!

2008-03-02T02:54:00.000+08:00

Woke up at about 1pm by ROBIN.

He came to fetch me to his house to accompany him.

Slacked at his house till 3pm then he sent me down to North 101 and off he went to work.

I messaged Baby to ask him to come down but he refused and claims that he's going to work.Messaged him also don't want to reply!How long do you want to have this cold bloody war with me?!I don't understands why honestly.Did i do anything wrong?!I DON'T THINK SO!

Matthew came down at about 3.30pm and we when to 107 to have chicken rice.

Suppose to meet Bestie Lim but she was taking her own sweet time to come down as she was watching show.So end up,i did not meet her.Accompanied Matthew home to changed as we decided last minute to go Town with Kim.

Upon reaching,i saw JiaRong in the bus as he was heading back home from Carol's house.

Waited 10 mintues for Matthew to go home changed.

Off we went to Hougang interchange to catch a train down to Town.But on the way,we decided to go Bugis as Wee was there.When we reached,Wee claims that he got things to do at Marina Square.BOMBSTER!!!!=x

End up saw him at Bugis with Jerald,Freddy&his girlfriend.Damn angry with him lahs.

Walked around Juction while waiting for Kim.When Kim arrived,we when out to the open for a quick puff of a stick of cigarette.Off we went to play Biliard&Pool.

After that,we went to LONG JOHN SILVER to have our dinner.On the way,I saw Peter with his sister&Hans.A few distance again,i saw LuoHan,TatChang&WeiCong.

Matthew treated me lunch and here,Kim treated me with Dinner&Pool.ENJOY!=D

Have a stick of cigarette again,sat outside Long John Silver chit-chat for about half an hour,we went to Village to walk and i eventually want buy a new bag but Matthew asked me to walk walk to see other place de bags then buy,At the end of the day,the shop closed le.

Saw YiJing today.She's working at village 2nd floor.

Florence and Wrisney was working at Bugis Village too.Kim fetched me home at about 10pm while Matthew have to take bus to my house.Upon reaching my house,some other biker was trying to try on Kim and they were very speedy all the way.That was fun lahs.HAHAHAS!=x

Accompany Kim to wait for Matthew's arrival.When Matthew arrived,they went to another block to sit down as my house downstairs void deck was been covered.

Curfew calls came at about 11.15pm&11.45pm.After curfew calls,i went down to meet them and talk stories&cocks till 2am.

Tommorrow,Kim gonna fetch me to Church in the morning.He gonna be my DRIVER tommorrow man!HAHAHA.Got to be back at GRACEHAVEN at 6pm tommorrow.

Feel sleepy right now.Got to stop here.

Blog again soon then!=)

LIFE STILL GOES ON.

2008-02-29T23:26:00.000+08:00

17FEB2008.
I REALLY LOVE HIM.Scare to lost him man!
After what happen to Gabriel&Me that relationship,i TOTALLY lost my confident&faith in relationship.
He's the one who gave me back everythiing and get out from my sorrows.
WILL WE LAST LONG?!idon't know.But i hope so.
I'm sad and don't know what to do as this few days,we had cold war with each other.
He don't really message me nor call me.Hate it man!=(
sad lahs.Whatever it is,i will let natural take place.Idon't want care so much.Maybe we are too fast le bahs.
Cause we don't really know each other.=(
On Thursday,Went to LINGKWAN HOME to do CIP for the old folks,
We help to clean their beds for them.Haha.We enjoyed doing that alright?!=x
While helping to clean up,We were singing songs to entertain ourselves&i became their AUNTY to carry so many bags for them and take all the 3 pails for my group.DAMN IT!Damn AHSOH lorhs!hahas.
Today is LEAP year!But not a good day for me.Finished school at 12.10pm
Slack at 105 with friends and wait for him to come down.He came down at about 2pm and went back home at about 2plus.
Reached Hostel at 3pm.Changed and wait for my mum till 5pm then she finally come and we quarrelled abit.
cause of SCHOOL FEES&MY FINE.
Damn stress man!=x
Went back home after talking to A.SERENE.
Reached home about 6pm and bath.Went down to North to meet Mabel to get back my phone.
GOSH!from daylight waited till night.No one was there!
Walked to North 2.On the way,i saw Noel and asked him to call Mabel.She was on her way then.
Went to North to find JiaRong they all.Slack all the way there.HuiPing,Shirley,Daphanie,Keith,AhBomb,Jonathan,HuiQi,XiaoBai,Mabel&QiuYun was there.
Slacked till 9.55pm,X.Patrick came and picked me up and fetch me back home&here i am,sitting in front of the computer and blogging right now.Waiting for him to finish work and message me.WIll he?!=X
12.10

BOREDOM!

2008-02-17T00:46:00.000+08:00

Afternoon was suppose to blog.But doing things like HOUSEWORK
GUYS,I got do housework de keas!=X
Rushing out of my house at 12.45noon.Went down to North Ave1 to meet Tavis.
Damn!!He said meet me at 1plus,in the end i reach le,he still at home.
wells,before i carry on.
When i reached North 1,the bus stop that i alight nearby got a MAMAshop.
So i took the risk to by CIGARETTE with my OWN EZ-LINK CARD.
and i manage to get one pack of MARLBORO ICE MINT.The Lady thought i was born at 18/01/1990.But the problem is that,my date of birth is 08/10/1990.
Don't know why the lady eyes got something wrong.Haha.=X
Went over to 105.Wait for Tavis till 2 plus then come down.=.=lll
Slack awhile at 105 then accompany him to NTUC there to buy 4-D for his mum.
Reach there,i line-up for him while he circle the numbers as there's really damn loads of people in the line.After that,went to 147 coffee shop sit down.He ordered drinks and i did'nt as i'm not that thirsty.The wind there really big lah.Make my hair fly here and there like a mad women go out without combing the hair!hahaha.Shift to 117 slack.At that time,ZhiZhi came down le.About 15mins or so later,Jia Rong DI came down,Keith and Stanley came along.Sit there half way,i wanted to go to the toliet,so i ask Tavis to accompany me go 147 coffee shop de toilet.
Mabel and Bestie Lim(DAPHAINE)called Tavis.Ask him go 111 to help them buy cigarette.Ask me to accompany him.so i did.On the way,he kept disturbing me and push me to bang cars in the carpark.Brought cigarette for them and went back to 117 with them.JiaRong ran away and step one that he took mine cardigan and Tavis's phone(N73) go home.Tavis gave him a chase.
But eventually,it's with ZhiZhi.hahaha.
They kept talking about BESTIE LIM and Tavis fell down when they were in RedHouse the day before yesterday.It was so funny that everyone have a great laugh at it.=)
Slack all the way at 117 and i was abit sleepy by then.
Went off at 6pm with Tavis and we went to 101 opposite de bus stop take bus.
We took 74 to interchange as i sent him to work.
Instead of sending him,end up is he sent me go take bus at Hougang Plaza downstairs that bus stop.When the bus came,i board the bus and he walked back to the interchange alone.
Suppose to meet HONG and KEONG at 646.But too long never step into Hougang le.Forgotten how to walk to 646 le.End up meeting them at Hougang Macdonald outside.Patrick came out of the sudden and gave me a shock.He went home went he saw Hong and Keong walking over.
Slack all the way till 7.30pm and Garfield came along.
Things were getting abit out of hand as there's some conflicts between Keong,Hong and Wee.
Wee were suppose to meet us there and said that he was on his way down.
But when he heard that Hong and Keong was there,he message Garfield and asked him to go home first.The next time we did was,asked Garfield to call Wee.
Hong talked with Wee.Expecting him to come but,in the end Wee did not turn up.Yan called Hong said that Wee not coming down as he need Wee for some other things.Don't know is true anot lah.But we got to listen to Yan.
I asked Garfield to go home first since he need to.Off he go and lefted the 3 of us there outside MAC slacking all the way till 9pm then we slowly walked down to Hougang Interchange to take bus home.
Keong sent me home.Reached home at about 10pm.1st curfew call came at 10.55pm.Iron clothes and slack abit,watching TVs and off to bath after removing my make up.
2nd call came at 11.30pm.Nothing to do.So i open up the fridge and found Fish and Crabs in the fridge.Imade hot and ate it.That was my whole meals for today.Haha.
Gonna be on diet man!=X
Upon finishing,Tavis finished work le.So i called him up to chat.Was very bored that's why lahs.
He was at 146 with Mabel,Peter,ZhiZhi,JiaRong,Daphaine and many others i think.
Phone passes here and there.ALmost can't recongise their voices man!
Chat halfway with ZhiZhi and the phone went dead.
Tavis message me then i know that his phone battery was dead.
Think blog till here le lah.It's a very long Blog i think.=X
Blog till here and shall be contiune again!=)

I HATE YOU!

2008-02-09T13:26:00.001+08:00

I HATE YOU!this time i REALLY do HATES YOU!

why must you do this to me?!why must you hurt me by using this type of method?!

what do you really gain from me by doing all these?!haised.I'm sad and angry at the same time.

Since you don't want me to contact you.FINE!i won't.It's the BIGGEST mistake i have ever done i my life.I've sarcifice so much for you and yet,this is what i got back in the end.

I've made up my mind,NEVER will i gonna get ANYMORE THIS TYPE OF GUYS!=X

GUYS.if you have this type of FARKING ATTITUDE,PLEASE,simply FARK off as i HATE YOU!

you force me to turn out to be this way.But,i'm not that weak to let you defeat me this way.

I can say,by doing this,you can gain nothing from me.I will NEVER forgive you OR FORGET what you have done!I thought i could change you&your AHBENGs thinking.But i was wrong to say that.VERY WRONG!I will prove to you that.without you,will still be HAPPY!

I maybe a FAT-ASS as you have called me,but i dare to say,At least WO HAI YOU REN YAO!

CHINESE NEW YEAR

2008-02-09T10:20:00.001+08:00

THIS is what i did in my GRANNY house with my cousin!=x

chu yi went to my god granny(my mum godmother)which is just opposite my block at about 10am.went to my fourth aunt house to fetch them to granny's house at pairs ris.when we reach there,many relatives already there.step into the house and i got my angbaos from them one by one.so excited to get ANGBAOS man!=)
Slack all the way at there kind of bored.so we started our cousins-gambling session(blackjack).
After playing for about 2 to 3 hours,everyone started to tired of the game and i was so sleepy to contiune.went down to smoke with cousin that smokes too.
After having dinner which the rest have and i don't as i want to go on a diet,we sent my fourth aunt to AMK HUB to meet up with her friends and head back home cause my stupid curfew of 10pm.kind of tired too.
mum&dad sent brother&sister to fourth aunt house together with my cousins to stay over at her house.WEES~so happy that they went to her house to stay cause no one will snatch computer with me!hahahas.mum&dad then went out with friends for barberque gathering.i was lefted alone at home.
Log in to MSN and XingYuan was online.chat with him.then ask me out for gathering at Ah Gu house.so,after my Curfew calls,went to bath&get ready to go out.As i was preparing myself,Benson called me said that he's coming down with his girlfriend to my house to find me.so i waited for them and met them at my house downstairs.
About half an hours of talking about the past memories and some friends,i went off to take a cab down to Ah Gu's house.reached his house at about 1am.they were having Majong session.Sam,Sam's girlfriend,Ahkuay and Xingyuan was there.they were gonna finish their games when i reached.
Sam and his girlfriend head back home.the rest of us slack at AhGu's house.Xingyuan&Ahkuay was drinking.then that idiot XingYuan force me to drink.from one mouth to three mouths.we drank VODKA with SPRITE.got no choice,i force it down my throat.
head towards to 401 for supper.walked half-way,we sat down at block to slack awhile.This is what we did when we were slacking together.
XingYuan,Me&AhKuay.XingYuan&Me.The Fresh from Army de AhKuay whom wants us to take a photo of Himself yet step-Shy to let us take.=.=
XingYuan.Who likes to step-cool with his sunglasses on.
after we slack,we walked to block401 to tabao food to eat.on the way,we were deciding where to eat.so we decided to go senkang which is damn near for them to go back as they stays there!dots.The poor me have to take cab home again.=(
Kuay&I had Hokkien Mee while Yuan had ChaoKuayTiao.After buying,we told cab down to sengkang to slack.
After a Few mouth,i was too Hungry to eat,so i wasted the whole pack of food.
sitting there in the void deck with cold windy weather,we was bored and sleepy.Kuay decide to have a walk.It was a lame idea as we were walking down the stairs and guess what,that was the walk that he wanted!=.=*BOOM*we were bored once again and we slack at the stair case instead.everyone with a sleepy eyes.Sitting there like an sleepy idiots,we decided to head back home.I took a cab home&reach home at about 6am in the morning.changed myself&head to my bed to have a good nap.
Just 3hours of nap,i woke up as i have to meet Ben Wong&HonWah at cineleisure at 12noon.
While waiting for HonWah,we went for a walk down orchard and guess what,i used to be in Orchard with LOADS of PEOPLE.But yesterday down the streets,Shops are almost everything close&not many people was there!that was the FIRST time i've seen ORCHARD like these.Haha.
went to play pool at Cineleisure K-POOL.
Honwah reached by then when we were having the 1st game.
1.40pm,we end the game and head up to level 9 where we catch our Movie(AH LONG PTE LTD)
It was a Funny show.Was sleepy inside the Cinema but trying hard to watch from the start to the end as it was a nice show.hahaha.GOSH!HonWah laugh damn loud man!LOLS!after the show finished,HonWah kept inmitate Mark Lee as the Sissy dance instructor.Really cannot stand him man!Head towards Basement for dinner.Had MeeSiam.went for a walk down again as Ben wants to buy a belt eventually but in the end he found nothing that he think suits him.Head towards MRT station to catch a train to AMK and we went different directions.Met Freddy at AMK for a POOL session.Saw Wilson there too.At 7.oopm,Head back home and change as i need to reach Hostel by 8pm.went back and stayed for a night
.Ahma was in the morning shift and brought us out for Breakfast.We went for Prata.Waited damn long for my Prata.in the end,we were late and have to head back to hostel at 9am as parents coming to bring us for Time-off at 9am to 8pm today.Eileen found a piece of Alumiuim foil inside her Cheese prata.Ahma complain and they change another piece for her.Debbie and I couldn't get our Prata in the end man!
Dad came to fatch me today.Going BaiNian later with Freddy&Ahwee.
GOt to end here as i need to prepare myself for visiting man.
will be Blogging again the Next homeleave.